mmmh ... something strange is happening here, i didn't finish my pizza yesterday. we ordered a home delivery and i chose the nutella tip. i enjoyed every bit of what i ate it but left a large portion in the box ...
my husband joked and said maybe that' the reason why the volcano erupted in such a devastating dust way in iceland, meaning it's a very unsual and rare event. i feel sorethroated, maybe that's why. or i'm simply getting motivated not to eat a lot now that i started to lose weight. yesterday i even managed to sit outside a bar with some friends not ordering any drink. and bars are my temptation in the afternoon!
i really don't know. my appetite is lower because of family issues too, maybe. it's been happening so much lately that i don't even know how to blog about it. i feel like my past is drastically coming to term with present, and there's no more space for future with it. i feel broken. each time i think nothing more can happen, something else arrives and shakes me. it's a psychological disgrace, really.
i can only hope to be strong enough to endure all this, until it finally doesn't touch me anymore. i know i can do that!